Out Walking
With the Lord
With a happy spring in my step I bob along a
riverbank in heavy rain, as full of the Spirit of Christ as a balloon with air.
Breaking the water’s surface tension are pearls innumerable rattling down from
heaven. Lord, do You hear what I hear? Do You see what I see? Indeed You do!
For, ‘The hearing ear and the seeing eye the LORD has made them both.’ Proverbs
20:12. Yes Lord, but are You able to hear through my ears and see
through my eyes? Do You feel the cool sharp tingle of a raindrop as it
hits the back of my exposed neck? Do You smell the earthy fragrances of the
freshly baptised earth as its aromas rise to meet with my nostrils? Do You hear
the gurgling rushing river as it rolls over boulders in its rush to gush over
falls? Do You see the rugged beauty of it all – through my eyes? Lord,
are You really in me?
If You, Lord, are with me, how with me are You? I
know, ‘The Spirit Himself bears witness with our spirit that we are children of
God.’ Romans 8:16. And, I know that I am one of Your adopted children, for,
praise Your holy name, I have been redeemed by the life, death and resurrection
of my elder Brother, Your only begotten Son, Jesus Christ. I trust Him alone to
save me from Your coming judgment at the Last Day. Therefore, I don’t trust in
my own feeble attempts at being good. But Lord, do You know the very thoughts
and intents of my heart? Indeed You do! For, ‘The heart is deceitful above all
things, and desperately wicked; who can know it? I, the LORD, search the heart,
I test the mind, even to give every man according to his ways, according to the
fruit of his doings.’ Jeremiah 17:9&10. Then I thank You, Lord, for giving
me a new heart, just as You promise in Your Word. Yes, thank You Father
and Son for giving me Your Spirit who now leads me in the ways revealed in Your
written Word. I used to suppress Your truth in unrighteousness, but now like a
bubbling spring, praise for You gushes up from within me at worship, rest, and
play! Yes, the clouds are Your chariot and You do walk on the wings of the
wind!
Each Lord’s Day, in fellowship with others, I hear
a portion of Your Word read, explained and applied to me. Your Word washes over
me. I am a little pebble whose sharp edges are being made smooth as I roll down
the river of life. As a mountain stream after rain I want to gush forth Your
praises! Yes, ‘Let the rivers clap their hands; let the hills be joyful before
the LORD, for He is coming to judge the earth. With righteousness He shall
judge the world, and the peoples with equity.’ Psalm 98:8&9. Father, I say
with David, the sweet Psalmist of Israel, ‘Search me, O God, and know my heart;
try me, and know my anxieties; and see if there is any wicked way in me, and
lead me in the way everlasting.’ Psalm 139:23&24.
‘God is our refuge and strength, a very present
help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear, even though the earth be removed,
and though the mountains be carried into the midst of the sea; though its
waters roar and be troubled, though the mountains shake with its swelling.
There is a river whose streams shall make glad the city of God, the holy place
of the tabernacle of the Most High.’ Psalm 46:1-4. Lord, plant me next to Your
river that my leaf might not wither, that I might bring forth fruit in its
season.
Now that the Word has become flesh and has
tabernacled with us, may the Holy Spirit be pleased to tabernacle with me. For
You, Lord, have opened my tent-flaps and have let Yourself in. Forgive the mess
I have made of the perfect abode You had given me in the beginning along with
Adam. Since Adam our representative rebelled against You in the Garden, our
tabernacles have been in tatters, letting in rain and night creepers. I have
feared darkness. I have feared death, but now fear these no longer forever.
For, ‘Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear
no evil; for You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.’ Psalm
23:4. In the gushing words of St Patrick, ‘Christ be with me, Christ
within me, Christ behind me, Christ before me, Christ beside me, Christ to win
me, Christ to comfort and restore me, Christ beneath me, Christ above me,
Christ in quiet, Christ in danger, Christ in hearts of all that love me, Christ
in mouth of friend and stranger.’
You have permitted me a glimpse through Your eyes
as Your Father had You nailed to a tree to pay the penalty I owe for my sins.
Lord, You said, ‘I am poured out like water, and all My bones are out of joint;
My heart is like wax, it has melted within Me.… For dogs have surrounded Me; the
congregation of the wicked has enclosed Me. They pierced My hands and My feet;
I can count all My bones.’ Psalm 22:14&16. ‘For it was fitting for Him, for
whom are all things and by whom are all things, in bringing many sons to glory,
to make the captain of their salvation perfect through sufferings.’ Hebrews
2:10.
Thou in me dwelling, and I with Thee one.